[原创] that is life

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-20 15:56

All is done so I guess I can have a little time of my own.  Being tired of so much stuff, I just could not pick up anything interesting enough to kill the time. I used to watch a lot of movies or soaps on the Internet but now I can not search anything particular online to get any pleasure out of. I used to read but now reading is no longer my cup of tea. I hate all those tiny weeny letters in the books crawling before me because of the myopic eyes. Having snacks should have been a kind of entertainment but I am worried about the weight-gaining problem. Alas, life is flavorless to me right now. The only spice is that I can get some calls from friends. I hate to say life is boring but as it is it does suck.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-20 16:14

I am thinking how to enrich my life, physically and mentally. Maybe I can take some measures as follows: Firstly, I can go to a body-building club like what most of my friends do in their spare time, paying to sweat;Secondly, I can be a member of a sort of a beauty salon to boost the self-confidence, making myself more eyecatching.Thirdly, I just go back home regularly spending more time with grandparents and parents and promoting friendship with cousins.    Last but not the least, I should force myself to read some thought-provoking masterpieces, making a contribution to the glorious career I am undertaking.

hilary · 发表于 2007-6-19 22:57

hi girlhappen to drop in hereit's good that u've covered all this waysince you can keep writing so much, i don't think u r lazy.keep trying.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-21 23:05

I went to a karaoke bar last night with some coworkers, and surprisingly I found I could fit in with lots of tunes. I thought I had been an idiot for music at least in the past few years. Actually I practiced the organ a lot when I was a baby girl; later on, I learnt to play the piano from a teacher of music in a primary school. My parents even bought me an electronic keyboard for me to practice. Long gone have the good old days! So I guess brushing up this particular skill can be a pastime in the following days. But of course first and foremost I have got to go back home to bring the stock-in-trade to my dorm.

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coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-24 19:14

I thought today would be a big day because I was told to work all the morning and the night. I had been well prepared for the heavy work and told my grandmother I was not able to visit her on this weekend for the overwork reason before I got informed at about 15:OO of the latest schedule saying the nightshift is to be taken by someone else. The sudden given night is like manna from heaven and I should make the best of it by shopping but unfortunately I am just messing it up for lack of money. I had meant to work and I had thought I could survive in the following weeks on one or two hundred yuan. therefore, I had never got the idea that I should draw some money just in case. Poor me, I have time right now but I have run out of money. Shopping means spending. If I don't take a certain amount money with me, i will never be in the mood for shopping.    [em11]

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-24 20:01

What is worthwhile on such a lovely night? Watching soaps is a good way to kill the time though i constantly complain myself for spending the precious time on it. Vanishing is a good one and I have finished all the episodes.Just now I just rewatched the last episode. Once again I feel there is nothing else I can do.&nbsp

ractising using English here is wiser than just having snacks or rewatching chick flicker, isn't it?

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-24 20:25

I declare I am not a shopping maniac but I can not help buying stuff, useful or useless. Sometimes I became angry with myself the second I bought a piece. I have actually got lots of shirts since the day became warmer but I am always thinking to buy a new one for I now and then would think my closet would look so much better if enclosed one more piece of clothing. I went out for a walk yesterday afternoon initially and then I found myself taking a taxi and then I found myself walking around in a tiny so-called shopping mall near KFC.I had not planned to buy anything but when I got back my arms hurt from the heave bags. I remember years ago I can totally survive by wearing sneakers of different colors even in the scorching days, but now buying a pair of thongs or slippers or sandles haunts me. Last weekend when my sister came to visit me we decided to buy sandles together at the time when I do not have to work on weekend but now I could not wait until that time comes to put on slippers or sandles. I chose a pair of sandle of coffee color last night and it fits me perfect right now. God know how I avoid buying clothes and shoes and the like in Tiantai while gradually I m getting used to this small downtown and by and by I am just getting tired of taking buses going all the way to Hangzhou or Ningbo just for clothes.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-24 20:46

I also took a huge watermelon home. It is so huge that I have had only one quarter up till now. Red bayberries are very expensive though taste great. I perfer bigger ones. I think I only picked about 40 but I spent about 38 yuan. When I walked around in Sanjiang, I glanced the grapes are ok and apples look better than what they are when last time I saw them so undoutedly both of these two kinds of fruit came to my shopping handcart. Girls can never have too much fruits.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-24 20:48

...than what they were...

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 00:59

couldn't fall asleepEveryone deserves happiness, right?

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 01:09

It might have been the fifth time that I could not have a sound sleep because of him. I don't know what to say.  My mother always says I am a blessed child because in most cases things happening to me turn out to be a blessing in disguise. As regards to this matter, i can feel nothing but suffering and bitterness right now. What should I do? I wanna get out of it.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-29 18:44

I strolled around in the working place after dinner for about half an hour trying to organize the messedup ideas weighing heavily on my mind during these days. Well, if he wants to go away he goes away. Experiening something different abroad is not that bad an idea.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 17:24

I stayed up until four o'clock in the morning but surprisingly I woke up at about five thirty, for fear of being late for work subconsciously I guess. It is cosy to sleep again after waking up in the morning but I failed to enjoy the comfort. I took a shower, cleaned up every corner of the room and took two cups of instant coffee for fear that I might doze off during work. Compared with my usual recipe, I didn't have much for breakfast: a carton of milk and a boiled egg. I had planned to walk to today's working place but my sore legs from yesterday's tiresome stroll prevented me managing it. I went on foot for about five minutes before I met a taxi, during which time I came across the former coordinator of my cousin's, a friendly and conscientious lady with a real sense of commitment to her teaching career. It wasn't long before the taxi took me to the crossing of the embankment of Shifeng river and a bridge. At a distance of about one kilometer away from the working place, I decided to get off the taxi to appreciate the scenery along the embankment  accounting there were still about twenty minutes to go before the working time. There are weeping willows and some plants and other trees whose Chinese name I even don't know. Two or three pavilians are standing between these threes and some ladies are dancing around the pavilians.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 19:33

What is most eyecatching is that a buffalo stretches its body on the left side of the street along the river. I don't know what is for but probably it is a symbol of fitness or power.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 19:55

Working in this scorching day is a disaster for most people I guess but we all have no choice but to tolerate, for the sake of living on.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 20:10

As every cloud has a silver lining, the good point to me today is that the work ended earlier than usual. I got some spare time so I should have been back at home chatting with my parents right now. While on the way back to dorm, I tried to persuade myself to stay, like a wounded dog, finding a wall corner and licking his wounds. I dared not go home because I was afraid to let out my sorrows when talking to the family accidentally or unconsciously. However, I am regreting not being home when I am typing the words here. A home is a home. I don't have to hide my true feelings, right? If I were at home now, I would be chatting with grandparents or enjoying the sweet nightlife of the town or watching TV programmes with them or babysitting cousins. Today is the first birthday of the youngest cousin. How should I have missed it? Staying with the family is always the happiest ever.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-30 19:53

Work is much tougher compared with what I always do because I am not familiar with the new routine in the new place. lucky for me is that I did not make any mistakes. A lunch break and siesta allowed me around two hours to go windowshopping, of which the fruit was a pink dress of so-called Korean style. Donno why I become obsessive about pink lately. I have got a pink T-shirt with a picture of a smiling girl on, a short-sleeved pink blouse made of cotton from Etam, and a pink sleeveless blouse designed for baby girl, which is too lovely to be easily mistaken as a night gown or a maternity wear, for which reason I seldom wear it in pulic. I like the pink dress at first sight,lovely and feminine,a princess wear, so I bought it without any hesitation.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-25 19:57

The high-heeled shoes, by its name, it has to be high first. Hardly had I imagined I could run in a pair of high-heeled shoes before I did run with some baby girls this afternoon.

coldfeeter · 发表于 2007-6-26 21:53

I could not be more depressed today because I am keeping wondering what makes that bastard judge me in that way. You know what? He told me the other night that he thinks I am a bit affected when greeting him. When I turn to my coworkers for advice about why he judged me in that way I was told that that I constantly ignore him or pretend not to see him though I actually I do see him walking by sometimes is what he means affected. He thinks I should greet him by his honor’s title or at least I should smile to him whenever I see him. Jesus Christ! He is nobody in my eyes. Why should I say hello to him since I dislike him. I think he is repulsive in not only the way he speaks but also the way he acts.

[原创] that is life

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